❤HI,
BUDDIES!☺
It's been along time to have a time again in here..
waiting doesn't drive you crazy, right?xoxo
So, the reason why I come back to write and share again here is just wanna prove that I have maintained, developed, and done the things to heal my insecurities. Have you fallen the same thing? Have you ever had a lot of insecurities in your life? even the worst thing ever like, Have you ever fallen that this is the end of the world or even had sucide thought? I have done.
Having a beautiful life doesn't matter that you are the happiest person ever. The person who have happy family, have a good realtionship in all their colleges, have a good in financial, and have a life is "a perfect" person. Yap, we live in a modern area which the social media develops and works too fast for us. Sometimes, we always need to do every kind of dramas on social media accidentally. That's life choises. Yap, those are yours; your instagram, twitter, telegram, whatsapp, line, etc. You have your right for them to do all that you want. I tell you to not do everything that yourself don't want. Do whatever yourself want and need, not for everyone or every kind of reason. YOU JUST DO WHATEVER THEY SAY, IT'S YOUR RIGHT.
Having many good friends don't mean you are everything. Many kinds of person, so you are. You are not alone. You have God which could be the first place for telling everything happened in your life. Then, you have to choose one of your friends to be the one and only place that you could share whole your story. If you have a good boyfriend, kindly share with him it's the best choise. The point and the final after you share is yourself. YOU HAVE YOUR RIGHTS TO DO WHATEVER THEY SAY.
Having a lot of targets are the best choises. Do they just make you have a hope? No. Trying to make a lot of targets for your life or the things that you must do futher. If there is one of your targets that missed, don't you be sad! kindly think that it is probably not good for you, and God has already prepare you best. Remember that many kinds of your plan are not always good for you. So.. if you fail, you will prepare yourself to heal the regrets and think positively. JUST TRY IT AGAIN, AND IT'S YOUR RIGHT TO DO EVERYTHING.
Having a positive thought is the most important things of all. It's gonna safe your life. I have ever had a big trust issue in everything. I will not believe in someone told, thought, etc. I just believe what I see and the fact, but I want to people heard and believe me. wqwq Isn't a selfish?pardon me. I always think that everything would happen with reason. I learn to be better. Trying change yourself is the hardest thing ever, but don't you think that you could repair, develop and mantain yourself without change it? JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT TO BE. IT'S YOUR RIGHT.
In conclusion, I don't mean that you should be a selfish person. No! I mean, you just love yourself and always be grateful for what you got and have today and right now. You should have a feeling that you are enough. You have something that probably people don't have. YOU WOULD FEEL ENOUGH, WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE ENOUGH.
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Deviarsa
6/1/20
11.00 PM
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